Biktor’s land

Spaces creator

mmm, I need to become one….I was thinking about resuming my French classes tomorrow, but I have thought it better and I have decided not to do it, at least not for now and until I get more space and air to breath, I am facing many responsibilities and I dont want to get crazy (and I need to go on vacation).  The truth is that I have to pay attention to everything I am doing and I am not leaving time for my personal stuff (like photography, ……. it has become a new photo every two weeks……WAF????) and I will try to study French by myself, trying to find out time to get sat in front of my computer and get focused just on it.  In the other hand I have to pay $160.000 per level and I would be missing two days of four every week, so it is not good business.

I feel sad about this desicion, for now I have to finish everything I have started this semester giving my best to them.  I have to think it over carefully before taking any decision about how to spend my time next semester.

I got this new picture yesterday from my gallery, my mother was really upset because it was too late at night and she wanted me to rest (uffff, I understand her but maybe she does not understand how important this is for me, jajajaja), so I edited this picture (while my mom was yelling at me) and got a result I liked.  Happiness, I love it, I love what photography gives to me, an indescribable satisfaction and great pleasure (so I have to go out, I need it all the time, I would like to carry my camera everywhere).

Anyways, I feel happy, I feel alive

Press

hooooo, too much press is what I am having in my office, yes too many things to do again, I am giving my best to get the new CMS ahead, but new things to do come up everyday and this week I have not written a single new codeline, so I am very stressed and worried and think I will have to give my next weekends to catch up with schedule.

naaaaa, things above are not good things at all, even if I am very busy I think I have to give some space to what I want to learn, photography included, so I am taking up a new challenge which is to read a new book each month (je, I was asking myself about doing it each two weeks, but I ended up laughing on myself because it is really kind of hard, so one month for a book I feel is enough challenging).

So, the book of this month is …. and I must finish it before november 2nd.